雙子總是思考的太快，孤單的太突然

他喜歡妳，只是，沒喜歡到要專屬於妳。

體會到熱臉貼冷屁股的感覺。

May

Let's do a summary for May before June coming to take over.  

Basically, May is a pre off peak month for me. 
Account should be signed by end of April. 
Everything will slow down a bit. 
But, it didn't go like what i was thinking.

My junior delayed his work, can't meet Director's deadline to address those outstanding matters. 
Files sent for review, but took forever to come out from Partner's room. 
I hate this feeling most, having deadlines but we are pretty sure that it could not be met. 
Yes, i agree that we feel job satisfaction when the account are signed. 
But, the feeling would just last for that moment. 
After all, I feel demotivated again, waiting for each parties to response. 
Maybe because I am hot-tempered, I want everything to be in fast paced. 
It might be hinting me - it's time to change a new environment as I am getting bored with this comfort zone. 

Let's talk about something good other than complaining about bad things.
This May, I have spent more time with my family - dinner, weekend getaways or even just a chit chat session after dinner. I treasure it a lot. Can't wait for next year CNY's holiday for family trip. =)
I even have time to restart my hobby - cross stitch! Starting a new project currently, hopefully can get it done by early June. 

During May, another incident that worried me was him. One day in May, out of sudden, he told me that he got hit by a car and broke his elbow. Good thing is that he got to rest at home for one whole month till end of June. Mean, no outing till he recover. Sigh, I was thinking that I could hang out more with him since I am now having off peak. Just because I want to get to know him more and also to tell him more about myself. And hope that he will not treat me just like a friend. Anyway, just let everything go with the flow. 

Peace,
June

p/s: June will be around the corner!! XD

一個簡單的晚安，足以讓我會心一笑。

Movie with him

It was just an ordinary Monday and definitely I was feeling Monday blue. 
Something to make me not feeling so blue was a movie with him at the night. 
It was planned on Sunday randomly and he is willing to come to one u for the movie. 
As he knows I will be working late as usual. 
However, as normal, I assumed there would be a dinner with him before the movie. 
Until he texted me in the afternoon saying that he gonna have dinner with mum before the movie. 
Meaning that I gonna have dinner with my colleagues and join him only for the movie. 
Was feeling disappointed.  Sigh, maybe I just think too much. 

As agreed, we met at the cinema before the showing. 
I was being not-so-happy when I was on the way to the cinema. 
Just because of the dinner thing.

Luckily the movie wasn't bad, my mood back to normal after movie. Lol. 
But then something fishy happened just before the movie started. 
I bought seat B11,12, when we got into the theater, I found the B11 and let him sit beside which I assumed is B12. 
Who knows it is actually B10 and he didn't realized too until the girl came. So we moved a seat to the right, it was so embarrassing. >.<

After the movie, he dropped me to my car before we say goodbye to each other. 
That's all the first movie with him. 

一百萬個可能

克麗絲叮 一百萬個可能 ／ A Million Possibilities

作詞:Christine Welch (克麗絲叮) / 作曲: Skot Suyama (陶山) 

幽靜 窗外，滿地片片寒花
一瞬間，永恆的時差 窩在棉被裡
傾聽 踏雪聽沈默的聲音
飄雪藏永恆的身影 雪樹下等你

在一瞬間 有一百萬個可能
該向前走 或者繼續等？
這冬夜裡 有百萬個不確定

漸入深夜 或期盼天明？
雲空的淚 一如冰凌結晶了 成雪花垂
這一瞬間 有一百萬個可能
窩進棉被 或面對寒冷

幽靜 寒風吹來一縷聲音
一瞬間，看著你走近
暖了我冬心
傾聽 踏雪聽沈默的聲音
飄雪藏永恆的身影
雪樹下等你
在一瞬間 有一百萬個可能
該向前走 或者繼續等 ？
這冬夜裡 有百萬個不確定
漸入深夜 或期盼天明 ？
雲空的淚 一如冰凌結晶了 成雪花垂
這一瞬間 有一百萬個可能
窩進棉被 或面對寒冷 
那晚上會是哪個瞬間
說好的愛會不會改變
而你讓我徘徊 在千里之外 yeah 你讓我等了好久 baby
突然間那是哪個瞬間
你終於出現 就是那個瞬間
等了好久 忍不住伸手 那個瞬間

在一瞬間 有一百萬個可能
該向前走 或者繼續等？
這深夜裡 有百萬個不確定
漸入冬林 或走向街燈？
雲空的淚 一如冰凌結晶了 成雪花垂
這一瞬間 有一百萬個可能
暖這冬心 或面對寒冷
該向前走 或者繼續等？
漸入冬林 或走向街燈？
窩進棉被 或面對寒冷？
暖這冬心 或面對寒冷？

有时候真的在想

世上是否无绝对

你没想过的事情

可能也是会发生

所以，world, treat me good please. :)

π 3.1415

It was an ordinary Saturday that I have my monthly dental appointment before heading to office for work. Was supposed to meet with someone but I think he most probably has forgotten about it. Since he said wanna date me but he didn't mention about it in our next conversation. Felt kinda sad when I was working in office, waiting for his message or text. As usual, i went for lunch with colleagues. When i got back to office, someone texted me. Haha, it was him. 

He started with some usual conversation. Then he asked me if I've got any dinner plan for the night. Luckily he still remember it. Was a bit bit happy when I received that message. But, wait, my braces have just been tighten! I hardly eat any foods. Sigh. But luckily he chose a Japanese Ramen restaurant. I got to eat soft food, or else I gonna reject his invitation. 

I rushed home after work and rushed to the restaurant @ Publika Mont Kiara. He has not been to Publika, so he suggested there. Reached earlier so I hang around at the art shops. 

We met at the entrance of the restaurant, and got a table, then sat opposite each other. Kinda awkward when we sat down and looked at each other. So I started the conversation, but don't ask me how i started it, I can't remember what did I say. We was eating and chit-chatting until he asked for bill. Of course, he paid for the bill. Haha. Then, he suggested to go for coffee shop or cafe for second round. We went to Coffee Societe for drinks and chat until 9 ish. He paid for the dinner so I treat him the drinks in return. That's all for the night until we say goodbye to each other. 

When I reach home then only I realised it was π Day and so coincident, it was also W Valentine Day.

No title again

I was looking for new job today
don't know why, I just feel like getting a new job which has more work-life balance
everyday work work work, like never ending
took a break on Monday
but still the same when i get back to work

I feel myself procrastinating my work
I hate avoiding things
but i am doing it right now

deadline is there, trying to be met
but other people are not helpful
client has been taking their sweet times
juniors as well, kinda headache

recalling the time when I first joined KPMG
so enthusiastic and full of energy
and now, I look like a dead fish
struggling and trying to get into water

okay, just to vent about my current job
time to get a new job
good luck to myself!

認識了一個人

最近認識了一個人
也不是最近
有幾個月了
還蠻談得來的人
我們有幾個共同點
都是左撇子
都是哈日的飯
都有在學日文
都是單身

只是我有點害怕
害怕自己喜歡了一個不喜歡我的人
*也不知道這算不算喜歡，就是愛和他聊天的感覺*
不喜歡別人要理不理的感覺
有時很多話但有時卻很靜
讓人捉不着頭腦
到底他在想些什麼
天蝎座就是那麼的神秘嗎？