Sunday, October 25, 2015

夢境成真

夢境成真還真的是第一次。

話說回來,我們約了星期六一起看電影。

星期五晚上我做了個夢,夢裡,我們一起看恐龍展(我也不知道為啥,夢就是不合邏輯的)。
突然畫面跳到我們一起走到一個地方,好像是畢業的禮堂,我拉著他的手腕說要過去看看。
下一刻,他突然拉起我的手把我的手牽起來。
我愣了一愣,看著他,問他這是什麼意思,他只是笑了一笑。
下一秒,我就從夢中醒過來了。

終於到了昨天晚上看電影,電影院特別冷,電影開始之前他示意他的手很冷要我握握看。(心裡感覺他好像要做些什麼事似的)
我只是敷衍了他握了他的手一下,電影也開始了,他也就不了了之。
看過電影後,我們走出戲院,就談起電影院實在太冷了,手都冰冷起來了,他示意讓我把手伸給他。
就在我把手伸給他的一刻,他把我的手牽起來,我愣了一愣,像夢裡一樣看著他,他看了看我說,'這樣就不冷了'。(我心裡頓時暖了起來)

甜甜的味道

因為我喜歡的他,也喜歡我。

Tuesday, May 26, 2015

May

Let's do a summary for May before June coming to take over.  

Basically, May is a pre off peak month for me. 
Account should be signed by end of April. 
Everything will slow down a bit. 
But, it didn't go like what i was thinking.

My junior delayed his work, can't meet Director's deadline to address those outstanding matters. 
Files sent for review, but took forever to come out from Partner's room. 
I hate this feeling most, having deadlines but we are pretty sure that it could not be met. 
Yes, i agree that we feel job satisfaction when the account are signed. 
But, the feeling would just last for that moment. 
After all, I feel demotivated again, waiting for each parties to response. 
Maybe because I am hot-tempered, I want everything to be in fast paced. 
It might be hinting me - it's time to change a new environment as I am getting bored with this comfort zone. 

Let's talk about something good other than complaining about bad things.
This May, I have spent more time with my family - dinner, weekend getaways or even just a chit chat session after dinner. I treasure it a lot. Can't wait for next year CNY's holiday for family trip. =)
I even have time to restart my hobby - cross stitch! Starting a new project currently, hopefully can get it done by early June. 

During May, another incident that worried me was him. One day in May, out of sudden, he told me that he got hit by a car and broke his elbow. Good thing is that he got to rest at home for one whole month till end of June. Mean, no outing till he recover. Sigh, I was thinking that I could hang out more with him since I am now having off peak. Just because I want to get to know him more and also to tell him more about myself. And hope that he will not treat me just like a friend. Anyway, just let everything go with the flow. 

Peace,
June

p/s: June will be around the corner!! XD