Let's do a summary for May before June coming to take over.
Basically, May is a pre off peak month for me.
Account should be signed by end of April.
Everything will slow down a bit.
But, it didn't go like what i was thinking.
My junior delayed his work, can't meet Director's deadline to address those outstanding matters.
Files sent for review, but took forever to come out from Partner's room.
I hate this feeling most, having deadlines but we are pretty sure that it could not be met.
Yes, i agree that we feel job satisfaction when the account are signed.
But, the feeling would just last for that moment.
After all, I feel demotivated again, waiting for each parties to response.
Maybe because I am hot-tempered, I want everything to be in fast paced.
It might be hinting me - it's time to change a new environment as I am getting bored with this comfort zone.
Let's talk about something good other than complaining about bad things.
This May, I have spent more time with my family - dinner, weekend getaways or even just a chit chat session after dinner. I treasure it a lot. Can't wait for next year CNY's holiday for family trip. =)
I even have time to restart my hobby - cross stitch! Starting a new project currently, hopefully can get it done by early June.
During May, another incident that worried me was him. One day in May, out of sudden, he told me that he got hit by a car and broke his elbow. Good thing is that he got to rest at home for one whole month till end of June. Mean, no outing till he recover. Sigh, I was thinking that I could hang out more with him since I am now having off peak. Just because I want to get to know him more and also to tell him more about myself. And hope that he will not treat me just like a friend. Anyway, just let everything go with the flow.
Peace,
June
p/s: June will be around the corner!! XD
