裂痕

冷静了下来
想了想
是我错了吗
是我气上头说错了话
还是我自己把事情放大了
为什么让别人的事情搞得我们的感情有裂痕
为什么让别人的事情影响了我们

大家都知道
隐瞒
可以是好的决定
也可以是坏的

我曾经因为隐瞒
结果造成和家人的关系不好
也用了很久的时间
才慢慢的和家人重新建立感情
但是始终大家之间还是会有那个裂痕
事情发生了就是发生了

这是我的弱点
所以任何事情
从一开始
要就坦诚的相对
不然只会自己在纠结、辛苦
到最后，结果也不是大家想要的

我知道我不太会表达
也许我的情绪突然被点到、被影响了
才会那么情绪化
所以让你们误会了

可是我承认
我的确在意
因为我以为这些都是约定
说到就得做到
要不然为什么当初要作这所谓的约定

以上。

过去的事就让它过去吧
我们也是这样从过去中学习成长的

Thoughts

I used to think a lot while I am driving
No matter I am driving home or driving to work
I will just off the radio and start thinking
Think about future
Think about career
Think about family
Think about relationship
Sometimes my thought will lead me to be emotional
There were few times I was crying alone in the car
But I find it relieved afterall
Maybe this is one of my way to release stress

Dear my friends, sorry for not telling you my issues
It was always not the right timing to tell
I will be very emotional if I were to tell
When the right timing is here, I will definitely share with you.

It's not the time to relax

JUNE LIM, this is not the time for you to relax
You should adjust your mood for the challenge
You are the one accepted it
You have to do it no matter how
One more peak
It will be over
Afterall you will be free
You may choose the path that you have desired

So now
Lets just do it
Nothing is impossible
If you think you can, you CAN!
Get prepared and try you best
Don't disappoint anyone who gave you the chance
Hold the opportunity and be impressed!